{"id":753,"date":"2024-04-17T06:02:14","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T06:02:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/?page_id=753"},"modified":"2026-09-05T17:32:28","modified_gmt":"2026-09-05T17:32:28","slug":"motted-ja-tunded-keerulisel-perioodil","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/motted-ja-tunded-keerulisel-perioodil\/","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts and feelings during a difficult period"},"content":{"rendered":"<style>\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background{background:#faf6ef!important}\n.ss-voice-eyebrow{text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:.08em;font-size:13px;font-weight:700;color:#F5A623;margin:0 0 8px}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:first-child>p{background:#fff;border-left:4px solid #F5A623;border-radius:0 12px 12px 0;padding:16px 20px;margin:0 0 14px;box-shadow:0 2px 8px rgba(0,0,0,0.06);font-size:16px;line-height:1.6;color:#3d3a30}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:first-child>p:empty{display:none;padding:0;margin:0;border:0;box-shadow:none}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:last-child img{border-radius:16px;box-shadow:0 4px 16px rgba(0,0,0,0.1)}\n.ss-voice-back{display:inline-block;background:#F5A623;color:#fff!important;font-size:14px;font-weight:700;padding:10px 22px;border-radius:8px;text-decoration:none}\n@media (max-width:781px){.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-columns{flex-direction:column}}\n<\/style>\n<p class=\"ss-voice-eyebrow\" style=\"text-align:center;margin-bottom:32px\">YOUTH VOICE<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group alignfull has-background-background-color has-background\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30)\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-group-is-layout-ceb3b540 wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide are-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-f50a6616 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\">\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;I didn&#039;t feel like I had any mental support, I didn&#039;t really dare to say what I was thinking, because suddenly I would be put in a mental institution.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe evil\/thoughtless side of me took over, I almost threw a chair at my parent and threw away things that were important to me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIt was embarrassing to ask for help.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou are most vulnerable at night, that&#039;s when I would like to talk.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI don\u2019t really have anyone to turn to or who is waiting for me.\u201d (young person in foster care)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI have to cope on my own, it&#039;s not easy for me and I don&#039;t want to make others worry\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe anxiety is so great that I&#039;m afraid, but I also don&#039;t want to be a burden.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI don&#039;t trust anyone, that&#039;s why I don&#039;t have any real friends.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;Everyone takes care of themselves, they don&#039;t really want to help those who are in trouble&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAs if nothing changes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;We were constantly arguing with our parents, we haven&#039;t really talked about it until now.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI didn&#039;t feel like anyone was crazy worried about me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI knew I shouldn&#039;t act like that, but I felt like I had nothing to lose.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;Even though I tried to ask and signal that I needed help, I couldn&#039;t say out loud that I needed help.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI felt like I was different from others. More mature than others. I wasn\u2019t interested in the things that people my age were.\u201d<br><br>\u201cAdults wouldn&#039;t have understood \u2013 my dad didn&#039;t tell me why I was hurting myself. They didn&#039;t know what depression was\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThat no one really listens to what I have to say. Why do you listen to others? What is it about me that you don&#039;t believe me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;No one believes me anyway - I don&#039;t say anything anymore.&quot;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201d&quot;I had nowhere to go, I lived in a shelter, I wanted to go back to my mother, but I couldn&#039;t. There was a process, if I can&#039;t do it this way, then I&#039;ll live like this.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&quot;I&#039;ve always been weird, different.&quot;\u201d<br><br>\u201c&quot;Estonian gray society doesn&#039;t like people who are different.&quot;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;I was branded a &quot;bad&quot; kid from school - the teachers had such a strong attitude towards me that I couldn&#039;t tell them what was really going on with me&quot;\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;The people I trusted were other young people, but they couldn&#039;t help me either&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"817\" height=\"566\" data-id=\"777\" src=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-777\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted.png 817w, https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted-300x208.png 300w, https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted-768x532.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 817px) 100vw, 817px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/noortehaal\/\" class=\"ss-voice-back\">\u2190 Back to Youth Voice<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOORTE H\u00c4\u00c4L &#8220;Ei tundnud, et mul oleks vaimselt tuge, ei julgenud p\u00e4riselt \u00f6elda, mida m\u00f5tlen, sest \u00e4kki pannakse hullumajja.&#8221; &#8220;Kurjus\/m\u00f5tlematu pool v\u00f5ttis justkui minus \u00fcle, l\u00e4ksin peaaegu tooliga vanemale kallale ja viskasin endale olulised asjad \u00e4ra.&#8221; &#8220;Piinlik oli abi k\u00fcsida.&#8221; &#8220;\u00d6\u00f6sel oled k\u00f5ige haavatavam, siis tahaks r\u00e4\u00e4kida.&#8221; &#8220;Mul pole tegelikult kedagi, kelle poole p\u00f6\u00f6rduda ja&hellip;&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/motted-ja-tunded-keerulisel-perioodil\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Read More \u00bb<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Thoughts and feelings during a difficult period<\/span><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-753","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=753"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4362,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753\/revisions\/4362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}