{"id":763,"date":"2024-04-17T06:38:20","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T06:38:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/?page_id=763"},"modified":"2026-09-05T17:31:01","modified_gmt":"2026-09-05T17:31:01","slug":"mida-kogesin-lapsepolves","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/mida-kogesin-lapsepolves\/","title":{"rendered":"What did I experience in childhood?"},"content":{"rendered":"<style>\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background{background:#faf6ef!important}\n.ss-voice-eyebrow{text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:.08em;font-size:13px;font-weight:700;color:#F5A623;margin:0 0 8px}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:first-child>p{background:#fff;border-left:4px solid #F5A623;border-radius:0 12px 12px 0;padding:16px 20px;margin:0 0 14px;box-shadow:0 2px 8px rgba(0,0,0,0.06);font-size:16px;line-height:1.6;color:#3d3a30}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:first-child>p:empty{display:none;padding:0;margin:0;border:0;box-shadow:none}\n.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-column:last-child img{border-radius:16px;box-shadow:0 4px 16px rgba(0,0,0,0.1)}\n.ss-voice-back{display:inline-block;background:#F5A623;color:#fff!important;font-size:14px;font-weight:700;padding:10px 22px;border-radius:8px;text-decoration:none}\n@media (max-width:781px){.wp-block-group.has-background-background-color.has-background .wp-block-columns{flex-direction:column}}\n<\/style>\n<p class=\"ss-voice-eyebrow\" style=\"text-align:center;margin-bottom:32px\">YOUTH VOICE<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group alignfull has-background-background-color has-background\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30)\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-group-is-layout-ceb3b540 wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide are-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-f50a6616 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\">\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;I felt different even in kindergarten. I didn&#039;t really want to play with others, I just wanted to be in the company of adults.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMy parents were always at work and when they came home, they were always tired. I spent a lot of time alone. I learned to be alone and do things. I \u201clived\u201d a lot on the internet and learned from there. I thought I would leave them alone and I could do it myself.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI have never felt loved.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI was very little, I remember my stepfather drinking and beating my mother.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI was bullied at school, I don&#039;t know why, but they were always teasing me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;Parents come home from work...they say they want to rest and that I&#039;m too active...they don&#039;t want to talk about their worries, so I&#039;ll let them rest.&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOne hug after a few years is not enough.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMy parents never said they loved me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;I was bullied in elementary school, I don&#039;t know why, I just thought it was a great scolding, school bullying, right?&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;The teacher didn&#039;t tolerate me, I sat after class every day. I lost the motivation to go to school at all. I thought, &#039;Why am I here if I&#039;m not welcome here?&#039;&quot;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI was so young, 11, I didn&#039;t know where to turn.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI felt like an annoyance.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe educators did everything they could to send me away\u2026I was always at fault for everything. Then I started to be arrogant and make their lives as uncomfortable as I could (a young person raised in a foster home).\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c&quot;They were bullied a lot at school, they tried to support me at home, but they seemed indifferent.&quot;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full ext-import\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"959\" height=\"638\" src=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-809\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1.png 959w, https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-300x200.png 300w, https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-768x511.png 768w, https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-930x620.png 930w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 959px) 100vw, 959px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/noortehaal\/\" class=\"ss-voice-back\">\u2190 Back to Youth Voice<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOORTE H\u00c4\u00c4L &#8220;Juba lasteaias tundsin, et olen teistsugune. Ei tahtnud teistega v\u00e4ga m\u00e4ngida, vaid t\u00e4iskasvanute seltskonnas olla.&#8221; &#8220;Vanemad olid kogu aeg t\u00f6\u00f6l ja kui nad koju tulid, olid nad kogu aeg v\u00e4sinud. Olin palju aega \u00fcksinda. \u00d5ppisin \u00fcksi olema ja tegema asju. \u201cElasin\u201d palju internetis ning \u00f5ppisin sealt. M\u00f5tlesin, et lasen neil rahus olla ja&hellip;&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/mida-kogesin-lapsepolves\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Read More &raquo;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What did I experience in childhood?<\/span><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-763","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=763"}],"version-history":[{"count":15,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4357,"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763\/revisions\/4357"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sasuudad.ee\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=763"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}